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I Am Swept Away by dementedspork, literature

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I Am Swept Away

A world of never ending happiness A feeling of love abounds I have a purpose To love and be loved A world of no confusion, no pain, and no struggle There is no darkness The sun envelops all There are no shadows for monsters to hide Everything is glowing in the golden light And in the center of everything is you. You have brightened my world like nothing before You have pulled me from the shadows I could lie here forever Wrapped up in your arms Lost in your eyes All at once I am swept away

The Story of Doom, part 2 by dementedspork, literature

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The Story of Doom, part 2

Doom loved the dark corner of the playground. It was his piece of the world. It was a place where he could be himself. It was his home away from home. The times that Doom spent there were some of the best times of his life. Everything was perfect. To Doom and the other children, the dark corner seemed invincible. It protected them from the harsh realities of the light. The children would soon find out that an Evil was lurking. This Evil wanted to destroy everything the children held dear about their special place. One day, a rumor spread among the children that the Keeper of the land had been banished. At first they didn't want to believe i

Life and Love by dementedspork, literature

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Life and Love

Why do life and love have to be so confusing? A mass of chaos in my mind and my heart. I feel as though I am drifting, trying to find myself. I'm the type of person who likes to analyze things. I try to figure things out using logic. Logic can't help me now. Life and Love obliterate all that is logical. I feel trapped, not able to figure out who I am. There is a constant war inside my mind. The noise is deafening. I am being pulled in many different directions. Each path seems to be the right way but when I start down one road, it all seems wrong for me. I get frightened and run back to where I started. I guess I will just continue along this

Your Self-Destruction by dementedspork, literature

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Your Self-Destruction

Spinning faster and faster toward your own doom. Doing your dance of self-destruction, leaping past everyone. We try to catch you before you fall, but you soar past us. We sit mesmerized waiting for the inevitable moment when you smash into that wall. You shatter into a million pieces. The shards slicing through everyone's hearts. We lay dying, bleeding for you, watching your bright light grow dim.

Darkness Surrounding by dementedspork, literature

The Doorway by dementedspork, literature

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The Doorway

Opening a whole new world There is no turning back I stand in the doorway Do I really want to cross that line? The side where I stand is safe and warm I am comfortable here The other side is full of uncertainty but it also offers freedom I can break free of everything that is holding me back Am I willing to sacrifice my safety for my freedom? This confusion is what keeps me here inbetween So I'll end up sitting in the doorway Between these two worlds

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The Story of Doom by dementedspork, literature

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The Story of Doom

There once was a boy named Doom. He was a nice boy who attended school with all the other children. One day while he was on the playground, Doom noticed 3 other children. Their names were Hope, Happiness, and Light. Doom was awed by their beauty. They were the most popular kids at school and Doom hoped to be just like them. Doom tried hard to impress them and he tried hard to fit in. Doom wanted more than anything to be friends with Hope, Happiness, and Light. He did everything he could but he always seemed to get it wrong. The other children started to get annoyed with Doom and eventually they stopped playing with him. One day the children d

No Longer Alone by dementedspork, literature

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No Longer Alone

Tears falling like rain At the thought of spending one more second alone I lay down my head and fall into a deep sleep Falling into another world A world where everything is perfect Where I am no longer alone Suddenly there are demons dancing among the flames They beckon me to join them The beauty of their evil draws me in I cannot escape their power I wouldn't want to if I could I belong here among the evil I join them as they dance and they welcome me with open arms I cherish their warmth, the warmth of the fire I just want to stay and be a part of this evil At least here, I am not alone

The Doorway by dementedspork, literature

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The Doorway

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Your Self-Destruction by dementedspork, literature

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Your Self-Destruction

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Truth by TheMystery, literature

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Truth

does writers block actually exist? or is it just an illusion we place in front of ourselves because we have exhausted the false truths we have led ourselves to believe or more or less those around us believe less questions writers block is just the mind telling you that you cant keep kidding yourself anymore the truth you try to have just cannot force itself to come out anymore all you are left with are the horrors staring you right in the face the realization that you cant pull yourself out anymore and you are sinking faster than you can find any desperate way to float so far that you cant stop letting yourself believe

Guy I'll Never Know by dislikingofthings, literature

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Guy I'll Never Know

From the outside looking in You would imagine nothing is going wrong A pleasant mindset, drifting off in laughter You might not know I'm still wishing for my happy ever after From the inside of this frame You can discover all of the flaws A broken hand, a mindless heart Only keeps the pieces apart I have dreamt of your laughter Every night for the past week But instead of looking into your eyes I could only hear myself starting to weep I could only see my dreams fading into your face I could only see familiar pasts come to haunt me in this place Where only you and I were alone Your distant laughter and light had shown I'm neve

Who You Have Become by TheMystery, literature

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Who You Have Become

Silence is the most powerful thing in the world it can bring down the walls of those who believe they are powerful and lets thoughts enter their mind through these barriers the loudest thoughts of who you are and what you have become penetrate through the silence in the late nights when everyone else is away in a place that they never wish to leave but the light of the morning brings them to their feet the darkness of the latest hours surrounds those who wish to go against it it brings down those who claim their conscience to be gone letting their guilt flood in against the flood of black water the dark consumes all that tr

Ashes by dislikingofthings, literature

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Ashes

All this is due to my lack of being of age Forced into confinement, I'm sent off to this cage Where teens are slowly throwing their lives away Wasting money on cigarrettes, ignoring what anyone's got to say & due to them being irresponsible for themselves I'm forced under circumstances to smell traces of their hell For a bit, all I smell is the wind blowing my way But then later on, the only thing I smell is an ashtray If only I could trace back in their minds What causes them to do this all the time Maybe another kid could be fixed, and not be an addict But that can't happen, & the result is just tragic

combat boots by lets-submerge, literature

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combat boots

i'm through with living i'll be just the way you want me who needs these arms to fight? i'll trade them for a new nose the face you always wished i had all i'm good for is the lover in the garden on the beach in the bedroom with the doors shut tight with the lights out where no one sees and by starring through me you can make me become the person i never wanted to be you say i'm just afraid you're right but i'm not afraid of being beautiful (or being ugly for that matter) i'm afraid to trade these working, stomping legs for one's in gucci heels i'm afraid to paint these lips and loose the will to scream i'm afraid of w

Fly by dislikingofthings, literature

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Fly

Whisked away into a lifeless void Only in a dampered world destroyed Made only of water and air You cry out for a voice in your own despair Every ligament inside torn from left to right You try to find the hero in a neverending fight When feelings come thin, the world shuts you down Every voice, erased away, there is no silence, but no sound. Egotistic spirits have a tendency to cry Hopefully the clouds will open and you'll get your chance to fly

Open Your Eyes by TheMystery, literature

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Open Your Eyes

life is not merely a line in the sand we do not have the luxury of such a simplicity it is filled with twists and turns that we do not know the outcome of that leaves humans with a decision do you cross the line not knowing what is to come or do you stay within the known? if you cross that line out of the shadows and fail it doesn't matter because you have seen the world before your very eyes if you choose to be safe in the shadows when you come into the light you cover your eyes letting the world pass you by

I Was Made That Way by dislikingofthings, literature

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I Was Made That Way

I have the choice to be what I want All I'm given is sympathy I want that, but there's something more So you can understand the real me I'm not ready to go this far yet I didn't foresee this at all I didn't mean to make you cry, I didn't mean to at all. Is my stupidity the one to blame for this? or should I blame it all on something else? I don't really understand anything All I want to be is myself Kind words and comforting Are all sitting by my side But if I know all of that is right there- Why do I feel like I want to hide? I guess I'll never know why this all had to happen Hundreds of tears I cried with nothing to say Bu

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About dementedspork

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Jan 31
United States
Deviant for 19 years
www.myspace.com/dementedspork
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Current Residence: North Carolina/Maryland
Favourite genre of music: rock (metal, punk, and hardcore)
MP3 player of choice: iPod!!!
Favourite cartoon character: GIR from Invader Zim, The Happy Tree Friends, Stewie
Personal Quote: Death is like the darkness, people only fear it because they dont know what is beyond it.

Favourite Visual Artist

Jhonen Vasquez

Favourite Movies

Donnie Darko, Star Wars, Harry Potter, Mean Girls

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

AFI, Avenged Sevenfold, Apocalyptica, Nightwish, The Cure, Bauhaus, Dresden Dolls, David Bowie

Favourite Writers

Davey Havok, Francesca Lia Block, Julie Ann Peters, Holly Black

Favourite Games

Animal Crossing, Tony Hawks Pro Skater games, any old Nintendo games

Favourite Gaming Platform

NES

Other Interests

listening to music, reading

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dementedspork

Jan 26, 2007

Could it be???

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That I am actually updating my journal on here?? I am. wow. Well I have recently started my second semester at Campbell. It is grand. I have made such awesome friends here. I absolutely love it. I also love all of my classes (for the most part). I am taking 3 Mass Communication classes, so its mostly stuff i am interested in. I am thinking about changing my concentration to Public Relations instead of print journalism, but I dont know yet. I have also decided to get more involved around campus this semester. I made an attempt last semester by trying out for a couple of plays and joining the Campus Activities Board (CAB) concert committee. I e

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dementedspork

Jun 20, 2006

Wow..... its been too long

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Wow, I have neglected Dviantart for too freaking long. I apologize to everyone for not keeping up with this and for not commenting on everyone's work. I am hoping to start posting things again and to start getting back into DA again. We'll see how long that lasts. :) Anyway, things have been crazy. I graduated high school a couple of weeks ago. On Thursday, I go to Freshman Orientation at Campbell University. Everytime I think about college, I get more and more excited. I feel like things are actually falling into place. I already have my class schedule for the fall, I have my room assignment, Ive talked to my roommate. I'm a little nervous,

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dementedspork

Jan 26, 2006

Life=Good

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Do you ever get into such a good mood that you cant even really remember what it felt like to ever be in a bad mood? That how I feel right now. Recently, it seems that everything is going so right for me. I am dating someone that I like A LOT. Its nice to feel appreciated and special. I turn 18 in less than a week. This is the first birthday where I feel like I am actually growing up. Its kind of scary but so exciting at the same time. I am also having so much fun in my college class. I am learning a lot about what college is going to be like and I realized... its not so scary. Im sure that leaving home and everything will be hard to adjust t

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dislikingofthings

May 28, 2007

SARA!! you're over 1000 pageviews! Congratulations <3

dislikingofthings

Nov 23, 2005

Thanks for the

& I had soo much fun tonight!

dislikingofthings

Oct 5, 2005

W00! hehe. Thanks so much for the

dislikingofthings

Sep 9, 2005

Thanks for the

! and I still havnt seen you like at all since school started!

dislikingofthings

Jul 9, 2005

Yes congratulations on now almost 700 pageviews! and like woah! I'm on MY Computer and not my DADS on can go and do some stuff on DA! Weird...

See you tonight!

TheMystery

Jun 3, 2005

~dementedspork
Sara
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is a deviant since Aug 22, 2004, 6:46 PM
has 600 pageviews!!!!!!!

congrats on the views. holler at you later.

lets-submerge

May 30, 2005

looky looky.. it's SARA!! i finally got one of these things.. haha. wonderful work